The sun still comes up in the morning. and when it does, when I see it come over the mountain and burst into the sky as if it had never been down, it makes me believe that it's possible for me to do as well.
I haven't been myself lately. At least I don't think I have. A part of me is beginning to feel like this is who I really am. It is when I feel most alive. You know, the being able to feel my heart beating all day long as if it were pounding a hole through my chest kind of alive. Similar to that of your heart after a long sprint, with a tint of heart break. I don't like to admit it, but I miss it when it's gone. Not a normal thing to miss, but it makes me feel God stronger. He is more real to me than ever when I'm being "myself" you could say.
He always knows how to get my attention, he's clever like that.